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Previously: Spike pulled out another smoke and lit it. He took a deep puff, as if to calm himself, and Xander saw Spike's hands were shaking. So he wasn't as cool as he pretended.

Spike lifted Xander so he could touch him, which was oddly comforting.

Xander forgot his earlier anger. He pushed himself into Spike's touch, worn out from fighting him for the moment.

"Good boy. So good," Spike praised.

I have another rec. Hope I won't embarrass c_woodhaven by recing her again so soon, but I have a weakness for spara to this day since it was one of my early ships and she's doing such an innovative one. The Lady, Part 2. It's slave spara fic, which I don't think I'd ever read. Very hot!

Anyway, this chapter is a fun one with Spike and Angel squaring off over the possession of Xander so I hope you like it!

Where I am with Nano.

23,256 / 50,000 (46.5%)

Betaed by kitty_poker1
NC 17 D/s Angel/Xander and Xander/Spike
Incorporates the prompt 'Insurance' from tamingthemuse
Xander is a sixteen-year-old runaway living in an old abandoned theater in L.A.
Warnings: Xander's a prostitute. Angel and Spike are his clients.

Runaway Part 1-7.

( Runaway, Fierce Contest, Part 8 )

Xander manip by debart

Previously: "Oz?" he rasped, seeing a slight silhouette. "Can't sleep?"

"Willow called. We talked again," Oz said.

"Oh. Any...progress?"

"No, it's over. But she needs to talk to me, I guess. It just hurts because I get my hopes up and then--"

"Come here." Xander held his hand out.

Hesitantly, Oz entered the room. He took Xander's hand. "What's up with us?" he asked calmly.

"I dunno. Something."



I've been archived as a mult-award winning author with the Fang Fetish Awards at their new archive site "Just Rewards." Thanks so much to the volunteers who put up my work, 35 pieces to date, to athenewolfe for creating it and her great mods for all their hard work. It looks like a kick-ass archive for wonderful fiction, so click on my button and go scope out some good reading!

And a rec! The Tiger Spike/Xander by c_woodhaven has been updated. This is the spander half of an amazing experiment this new author is doing where Spike has two slaves, one Xander, the other Tara. It's really fantastic!

No idea what you guys will make of this chapter. I have Savannah, Forbidden, Man Hunter and Runaway bits under construction now. And I've done more Nano, though this is a day old and I've since written more.

20,941 / 50,000 (41.9%)

betaed by kitty_poker1
Xander/Angel, and various combinations of Angel/Oz/Xander/Spike NC 17
Jim/Blair NC 17
BTVS 3
AN: Buffy never returned to Sunnydale, so now Xander as Nighthawk heads up the Scoobies in the fight to keep the Hellmouth safe. Everything up to Angelus being sent to Hell is canon.
There is also a slight crossover with The Sentinel featured in this story.

Xander's Beast, Parts 1-23

*Not worksafe manip under the cut

( Xander's Beast, Three's Company, Part 24 )

manip by the talented art_bites, text by me

Previously: "A date?"

"Yeah, polite talk for a hired companion."

Xander paused, sitting on his table nude and wondering if Spike was going to order him to suck him off again. Hating that the idea excited him. "So do I get to dress up?" He brightened, picturing a fancy club somewhere. Maybe a nice meal.

"Nope. More like dress down. You'll kneel naked at my feet."

This is kind of turning a bit A/S/X. Also, this is a pretty strong D/s and mildly BDSM chapter which might squick some readers. I'm warning you because it was stronger than what we've seen so far. Anyway, hopefully LJ won't screw up comments because I think this was a good chapter and if it dies on the vine, I just won't post anything again until things pick up. I can wait. I'm working on Nano anyway. ^_^

Nano progress so far.

15,981 / 50,000 (32.0%)

Betaed by kitty_poker1
NC 17 D/s Angel/Xander and Xander/Spike
Incorporates the prompt word "wergeld" from tamingthemuse
Xander is a sixteen-year-old runaway living in an old abandoned theater in L.A.
Warnings: Xander's a prostitute. Angel is his client.

Runaway Part 1-6.

( Runaway, Spike's Pet, Part 7 )

Someone's killing families. One man has to find him before he loses what matters most, even if it means teaming up with an irritating ex-thief...


Dark Windows of the Soul collage by vamptastica, text by me

Previously: Someone hit Spike from behind and then followed up by grabbing his shoulders and smacking his forehead savagely against the corner of the desk, stunning him.

"Well, well, look what fat bird came to Papa," a voice gloated.

Dizzy, Spike twisted his head and met the eyes of a killer. "I know you!" he whispered.

Jack raised the blackjack and smashed it against Spike's skull before kicking him so hard he bounced painfully against the desk before collapsing at the murderer's feet.

"I think you mean, you knew me, whore."

Spike watched as Jack's black sneakers stepped back and then he caught a scratching sound. He blinked, on the point of passing out, seeing a lit match arc through the air, spinning toward gasoline spattered walls.



Liam in Janitor won for best characterization. Considering the huge risk I took there which at first I worried would put people off getting into the story, I'm very happy it won this award. Thank you for voting for me at The SunnyD Awards.

( My wins at SunnyD & Fang Fetish and also my friends who won )

There are clues seeded in the collage above. I may manage to update this one once a week, but we'll see. Here is my Nano progress at this point. I did a lot of writing yesterday which made up for a couple of not so great days.



Betaed by the wonderful kitty_poker1
NC 17 Spike/Liam AU
AN: this is *not* a cuddly fic. This deals with a pursuit of a serial killer, so it's going to hopefully be suspenseful and occasionally graphic.
Lyrics from "In The Air Tonight" by Phil Collins

Memorable Entries for Man Hunter.

*Warning: there is some graphic content in this chapter.

( Man Hunter, The Lingering Scent of Evil, Part 18 )

Angel comes back from Hell a tortured beast who wants only one thing: Xander.


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Previously: "Xander, we've found several bodies that were clearly the work of a vampire. We've been tracking Angel: he's killing again."

Xander swallowed, his worst fears about Angel's night out coming into focus.

"Angel's a killer, just like before. I won't wait while people get hurt this time, Xander. I have to put him down. I have no choice," Buffy stated flatly.

I was going to save this chapter since I'm not sure how much I'll get out this month, but here it is. It's one of those chapters where nothing really happens, but for those of you who like the Blim, there's some in this one. Enjoy!

Nano progress to date: 4457 words. 4457 is 8.9% of 50,000.

betaed by kitty_poker1
Xander/Angel, and various combinations of Angel/Oz/Xander/Spike NC 17
Jim/Blair NC 17
BTVS 3
AN: Buffy never returned to Sunnydale, so now Xander as Nighthawk heads up the Scoobies in the fight to keep the Hellmouth safe. Everything up to Angelus being sent to Hell is canon.
There is also a slight crossover with The Sentinel featured in this story.

Xander's Beast, Parts 1-22

( Xander's Beast, Broken Angel, Part 23 )

Someone to watch over me...


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Previously: "You do blow jobs, yeah?"

Xander nodded, swallowing.

"Get on your knees and do me, then."

"Uh--"

"I'll pay for it." Spike took a drag and gave Xander an impatient look. "Just want to see how good you are."

2,803 / 50,000 (5.6%)

So that's what I managed yesterday for Nano. I have no idea about today.

This might be the last you see of this one for a while since I'm busy with Nano. It's the last of the things I wrote before I began. So enjoy.

Betaed by kitty_poker1
NC 17 D/s Angel/Xander
Xander is a sixteen-year-old runaway living in an old abandoned theater in L.A.
Warnings: Xander's a prostitute. Angel is his client.

Runaway Part 1-5.

( Runaway, Naughty Broccoli, Part 6 )

Someone's killing families. One man has to find him before he loses what matters most, even if it means teaming up with an irritating ex-thief...


collage by vamptastica, text by me.

Previously:"I need to go to the club where Jack made contact with Xander."

"Forget it! Remember last time? You pushed too far trying to get inside Jack's head and you went off the deep end."

"I'll hold on this time. Not...lose myself in Jack. I can do this. What I can't do is find Xander if I don't use my gift," Liam said. "I have to try. Time's running out."

I debated putting this up today. Sunday's are like Death Valley on lj, but I am close to taking part in Nano on November 1st and so don't know when I'll be updating this again.

Betaed by the wonderful kitty_poker1
NC 17 Spike/Liam AU
AN: this is *not* a cuddly fic. This deals with a pursuit of a serial killer, so it's going to hopefully be suspenseful and occasionally graphic.

Memorable Entries for Man Hunter.

*Warning that this chapter contains allusions to child abuse.

( Man Hunter, The Broken Lighthouse, Part 17 )

Someone to watch over me...


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Previously: Angel bent down and licked him behind the ear.

Xander moaned. His hands were digging into Angel's arms.

"I'm not sure I can do this. What if I lose control?" Angel sounded a bit panicked.

"It'll be okay, sugar." Xander fluttered his eyelashes.

Angel growled and backed off. He kept his face turned away.

"Have to go. Things to do," Angel said.

Like jerk off? ‘Cause put me down for that action next, Xander thought.

"Okay..." Xander pushed his hair back. "That'll be half what a full kiss would have cost you."



I won some awards in round #2 of The Serenity and the Hellmouth Awards. I offered to make the award banners but I think they found someone else. Anyway, I decided not to let the ones I created just in case go to waste. I think I'm getting better at banner making! I've even been asked now by another site to make some for their next round, so nice! ^_^ I like doing teh art. These are made out of a gorgeous Angel manip by fanbot.

( Serenity wins and friends who won )

This is the last bit of story I'm putting up for a bit. My beta is going out of town and I'm hoping she'll have an awesome time! Some plot twists and a surprise new character in this chapter. *g* We'll see what you think.

I have one story rec today I'm really enjoying. Felon Fodder S/X by daedream_fanbot. I loved her story Backfire and this spander in prison story is fantastic. Do yourself a favor and go read it.

Betaed by kitty_poker1
NC 17 D/s Angel/Xander (eventually, if I do more)
Xander is a sixteen-year-old runaway living in an old abandoned theater in L.A.
Warnings: Xander's a prostitute. Angel is his client.

Runaway Part 1-4.

( Runaway, On his Knees, Part 5 )

Angel comes back from Hell a tortured, dangerous beast who wants only one thing: the human boy, Xander.


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Previously: When Angel got close, he hesitated at the last moment, becoming conscious of the dirt, blood and gore on his naked body. Would the boy turn away from him?

"...Angel!" Xander whispered. His eyes were full of tears from his ordeal, but Angel knew that his proud boy wouldn't allow them to spill. He was decked out to become the possession of a demon, but his shoulders were thrown back. He was gentle, but he wasn't tame.

Ignoring the threatening growls from the alpha he'd come to challenge, Angel pulled Xander into his arms, smelling his hair, touching his warm, spicy skin.

Xander held him tightly, eyes closed, face buried in Angel's neck. So trusting.

Angel pulled away, faltering as he stared into Xander's soft eyes. He felt as though he should offer him a gift for how he wasn't afraid. How he didn't recoil from the beast. He frowned, struggling, and then--

"X-Xander," Angel said. The first word he'd spoken since he'd gone to Hell.

I had a lot of fun with this chapter. I think it takes some surprising twists. Hope you enjoy!

betaed by kitty_poker1
Incorporates the prompt "trail of Breadcrumbs" from tamingthemuse and "Affusion" from dirty_fic
Xander/Angel, and various combinations of Angel/Oz/Xander/Spike NC 17
Jim/Blair NC 17
BTVS 3
AN: Buffy never returned to Sunnydale, so now Xander as Nighthawk heads up the Scoobies in the fight to keep the Hellmouth safe. Everything up to Angelus being sent to Hell is canon.
There is also a slight crossover with The Sentinel featured in this story.

Xander's Beast, Parts 1-21

( Xander's Beast, Xander's Gift, Part 22 )